Archive for May, 2009

May 28th, 2009

I love shoes

I love shoes! It doesn’t matter if I can’t walk in them, right?

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May 28th, 2009

I love uniforms

I love uniforms…playing dress up is so much fun and the added high from well fitted jackets and authority…mmmmm!

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May 28th, 2009

I Love Rope!


I enter subspace really easily when I’m tied up good and proper.  It’s an odd feeling and hard to describe but I love it.  Very different from pain endorphins.

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May 22nd, 2009

See No Evil

One of the things I love the most is sensory deprevation, especially being blindfolded. There’s just something in that anticipation of what’s going to happen to you, not being able to see…your hearing perks up and you start to second guess those little noises around you. Was that the click of a lighter? Will I feel the drip of hot wax hitting my bare skin? What about the clank of his belt hitting the floor…will I be feeling his hard cock slam right into me or is he just going to use me and come all over me?

Combine this with gags and restraints and I am completely yours.

May 17th, 2009

The Toybox

Our box of tricks is very exciting.  It’s gotten rather full over the last few years and I even forget what’s in there now and then.  To some people, it may seem pretty tame but to others, it’d scare them to death.  A glimpse into it will tell you quite a lot about who I am though…a set of leather restraints, a bag of latex clothing, many pairs of handcuffs, multiple whips, paddles etc, various silicone dildos, a selection of vibrators ranging from cheap to bloody expensive, candles, needles, rope, gags, blindfolds…you get the picture.  I like quality and the feel of different materials.  I also like to know what I’m doing…my collection of informative books is pretty large.  Everything I do is safe and within my limits.  But what’s most surprising to most people is that I’m usually the one who submits.  To lots of people, I look like the domineering type and I can do it but in the rate place, with the right person, the right touch, I will be on my knees, begging to be treated badly.

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May 16th, 2009

Uniform and Smoking…

May 16th, 2009

Lazy Days

I miss having lazy Sundays in bed, drifting in and out of sleep between the soft sheets, having lazy but glorious sex with my husband and eventually getting up to seek food and drink, only to come back and carry on. Vanilla in the morning, kinky in the evening; the toybox opening up and the perverted fun starting…

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May 15th, 2009

Objects of Desire

As I have said before, the only man I have any interest in sexually is my husband. In fact, the thought of other man naked makes my skin crawl. But women, on the other hand, fascinate me.

I love a woman with curves to die for, perfectly proportioned with skin that begs to be kissed all over. I love to caress specific lines along her body, along her collar bone, around the curve under her breast, down her waist to hip bones that stick out ever so slightly. I love women in their underwear, feeling proud of their shapeliness, stockings covering their legs, feet bound in gorgeous shoes, peep toes, heels, mary janes. I adore the softness of their touch, the sweet taste of their kiss, the unspoken understanding. I fantasise and desire to feel their warmth against me. I miss something but at the same time, don’t want to destroy the idea I have in my head.

There are a few real women in my life I would love to have a little extra fun with but they will remain the objects of my desire, secretly dreamt about, painful longing in my heart.

May 15th, 2009

In Love

I am in love with this girl!

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May 12th, 2009

Morning Pleasure

The best start to the day is having your underwear round your ankles, your lovers fingers deep inside you, coaxing you to climax and guaranteeing a smile on your face for at least a few hours. I found myelf in that situation this morning, with an empty house to boot so I could let myself really go. The worst thing about it was having to get up to come to work!

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